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Are We Depressed Yet?

Posted on September 23, 2025September 23, 2025 by Pam

I heard from a dear friend from college days yesterday morning. She believes in Jesus and is worried about the world. There is a dullness in my heart too. A beautiful funeral last Saturday for a friend’s daughter, 38, and next Saturday another for a bestie’s 42 year-old son. The dull ache feels more like a burn that convulses. My bed is comfortable but that is buoying up my last bit of – I have no words. Sadness is a familiar stranger. Instead of drawing a line in the sand I want to draw a circle and hold all of my people close. “Hello darkness my old friend. I’ve come to talk with you again” – 1964, Simon and Garfunkel. I would add “and again, and again, and again. Isaiah 49:6 is my new favorite Bible verse, “Indeed He says, ‘It is too small a thing that You should be My Servant To raise up the tribes of Jacob, And to restore the preserved ones of Israel; I will also give You as a light to the Gentiles, That You should be My salvation to the ends of the earth'”. All of those capitals tell us that the You, My Servant, You, You, and My means Jesus and God has clearly laid out His plan of salvation for all. Even all of these irreplaceable people leaving gaping holes. He loves each one. He loves you and me. We are, each one, a divine image-bearer from birth. The dash between that birthdate and our last day (if even so early) is all of the time we have to prepare for our real lives in Heaven. Heaven will be the main stage while today is a starter. In closing, Acts 17:26-28 (NIV) reads, “From one man he made all the nations, that they should inhabit the whole earth; and he marked out their appointed times in history and the boundaries of their lands. God did this so that they would seek him and perhaps reach out for him and find him, though he is not far from any one of us. ‘For in him we live and move and have our being.'”

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Pam writes so that must make her a writer. Recently retired, she can now fill days with family, friends, missions, writing, creating, and showing up for whomever needs her. Pam loves the Lord and people. The Bible is God’s love letter to us (and who does not need more love) so she studies and writes some more.

Pam lives in the Pacific Northwest but was home-grown in Southern California. She attended San Jose Bible College and finished a Bachelor of Science degree in Biochemistry at UCLA. She became a teacher, then a Research and Development Chemist, then she built two successful real estate businesses in two states. Pam also pursued study at Fuller Theological Seminary and just completed six months serving in missions abroad.

Pam has two amazing children, married to two precious in-laws, and five sweet grandchildren. Pam is a gifted connector and communicator and the Northwest has the perfect climate for staying inside and writing – or baking! She has been writing since a wee one and is currently converting many years of blogging, by topic, into ten books. The first is a collection from 2011 titled, Beautiful Enough. The second is a yearly day-timer titled, Weekly Planner - Lessons in Life, Glory, and Grace. Number three is in progress with the working title, Christmas Today.

Ten facts about Pam in no particular order:

  1. On the team that developed an insulation for the Alaskan oil pipeline.
  2. Loves looking at homes, decorating, and has flipped five homes.
  3. Likes being tall.
  4. Films have helped define her vocabulary.
  5. Comes from Colorado tenement farmers with history traced to Wales.
  6. Was lost but now is found.
  7. Baking makes her happy – as does eating sweets with coffee, of course.
  8. She thinks mission work is the most important work in the world.
  9. The church started in Rome so she is learning Italian.
  10. Pam is a work in progress!

“I will be your God throughout your lifetime - until your hair is white with age. I made you, and I will care for you. I will carry you along and save you.” Isaiah 46:4

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