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Deformed

Posted on November 24, 2025November 24, 2025 by Pam

Your form is different than anyone else’s. Even if you have an identical twin, with matching DNA, there is a freckle in an odd place that sets you apart and makes you remarkable. Remarkable just means special and different. It can also imply some level of fabulousness! We have our own form. In the Old Testament book of Jeremiah the people of Israel had not listened to God. What is the point of being the chosen people if you decide to lead yourself and dismiss God? Jer 25:5-6 says, “Turn now everyone from his evil way and from the evil of your deeds, and dwell on the land which the Lord has given to you and your forefathers forever and ever; and do not go after other gods to serve them and to worship them, and do not provoke Me to anger with the work of your hands, and I will do you no harm.” That sounds threatening but how many warnings has God given you that went unheeded? I picture God condensing all of His tug-of-war with people to, “FOR YOUR OWN SAKE – LISTEN TO THE ONE WHO MADE YOU AND LOVES YOU BEST AND MOST.” Those who follow other gods – our own pleasures and thoughts – become a “horror, and a hissing, and an everlasting desolation.” But we do not see our deformed purpose – me instead of God – as horror but that’s the word God assigns to rebellion. Rebellion against God’s intent for our good is a horror story that keeps counselors employed. There are wonderful and helpful people in that field for those who have been injured by getting in the path or other ‘horrible’ people. If you are the horrible one there is hope for us all. Jer 25:8 offers consequences, “…because you have not obeyed my words…” then a list of undesired results follows. Yes, we are all deformed in our own thinking but God always makes a plan for the good. We lose ‘joy and gladness’ because of some choices but God always calls His people to return to Him. They do and all is forgiven but, still, with the reminders that God loves us best and most. History repeats itself in the account of man and our long history of rebellion. So Jesus came to show us what embracing our Maker looks like. A ‘deformed’ person, covered in the forgiveness provided by Jesus sacrifice, is no longer a horror, and a hissing, and an everlasting desolation but (like) a beautiful bride dressed in pure white.

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Pam writes so that must make her a writer. Recently retired, she can now fill days with family, friends, missions, writing, creating, and showing up for whomever needs her. Pam loves the Lord and people. The Bible is God’s love letter to us (and who does not need more love) so she studies and writes some more.

Pam lives in the Pacific Northwest but was home-grown in Southern California. She attended San Jose Bible College and finished a Bachelor of Science degree in Biochemistry at UCLA. She became a teacher, then a Research and Development Chemist, then she built two successful real estate businesses in two states. Pam also pursued study at Fuller Theological Seminary and just completed six months serving in missions abroad.

Pam has two amazing children, married to two precious in-laws, and five sweet grandchildren. Pam is a gifted connector and communicator and the Northwest has the perfect climate for staying inside and writing – or baking! She has been writing since a wee one and is currently converting many years of blogging, by topic, into ten books. The first is a collection from 2011 titled, Beautiful Enough. The second is a yearly day-timer titled, Weekly Planner - Lessons in Life, Glory, and Grace. Number three is in progress with the working title, Christmas Today.

Ten facts about Pam in no particular order:

  1. On the team that developed an insulation for the Alaskan oil pipeline.
  2. Loves looking at homes, decorating, and has flipped five homes.
  3. Likes being tall.
  4. Films have helped define her vocabulary.
  5. Comes from Colorado tenement farmers with history traced to Wales.
  6. Was lost but now is found.
  7. Baking makes her happy – as does eating sweets with coffee, of course.
  8. She thinks mission work is the most important work in the world.
  9. The church started in Rome so she is learning Italian.
  10. Pam is a work in progress!

“I will be your God throughout your lifetime - until your hair is white with age. I made you, and I will care for you. I will carry you along and save you.” Isaiah 46:4

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