It was May 10, 2000. That is 131 days into a new millennium. I hand wrote the state of affairs and what I thought the Lord was saying. I really thought I had written about this earlier so proceed to the next and I’m sorry but I can’t find it. That is the challenge with thinking and writing. You think you wrote something then you write about what you think and it blurs.
Relax into God’s perfect ability. Lord, what do you want to speak concerning the things I am learning? God is not silent. He believes in me and I believe in Him. Valleys come and go but Heaven is a mountain. God says, “I am wiser than you so trust me to care for you as I promise to care for the tiny black sparrow you saw this morning. His feathers are shiny and his red neck is vibrant. I made him like that and the beautiful things in you – I put there. Stop taking credit for what I have done. Just use what I have given. In your hand is everything you have ever needed because in your hand is my hand. Just move, girl. Be strong – cut the air with my Spirit and see the ways split before us. Watch evil men flee. Believe in a bright future for your children. They are so precious to me. Thank you for the care you give them. Begin a new season of prayer on their behalf. Pray like you are praying for the very air they breathe. Pray them into a righteous path, a future, and a hope. I will wipe away every tear and I will make them powerful for good. Do not lose hope. Do not lose hope. Things to do: 1) remove distractions, 2) don’t think or feel the physical (I don’t know what this means), 3) write down temporal demands as they come to mind, 4) stop thinking you are guilty but focus on grace. Refocus and begin each morning with a song”.
2 Cor 3:18 – “But we all, with unveiled face, beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from glory to glory, just as by the Spirit of the Lord”.
Heb 12:2 – “…looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.”
Gal 3:27 – “For as many of you as were baptized into Christ have put on Christ”.
If I find a similar past writing I will delete this!