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Behind then Before

Posted on April 21, 2025April 21, 2025 by Pam

I’ve recently written about the woman who snuck up behind Jesus out of desperation. She was unclean from a many-year issue of blood. She is, for me, a model of hope and never giving up. I have been looking to her example for years and you know who I’m talking about. I’m currently reading ‘Gospel Meditations for Prayer’, co-authored by Chris Anderson, Joe Tyrpak, and Carl Trueman. I’ve learned that Mark, Chapter 4, is all about Jesus’ compassion for the unclean. I’ve focused on the woman and missed the man occupied by unclean demons, that the economy in that village was based on pig breeding – also unclean, and then the little girl who Jesus raised from the dead. All of them came into physical contact with Jesus which should have made him unclean but instead made each of these clean.

I wish I knew the woman’s name so I don’t have to refer to her by her ailment but sometimes don’t we all wear the name of today’s challenge versus “Follower of Jesus” or “Daughter of the Most High”. We obsess and want healing from today’s financial difficulty or our friend’s illness or our child’s welfare. We will always need something. It is fortunate for us that God does not grow weary of doing good and he is not the genie in the bottle and does not work for me.

I had pictured the woman as being modest and unassuming along with desperate but she was unclean and knew it. She should not have been in the crowd and did not want to be seen. When Jesus called her out (there was a great multitude pressing in on Him) He turned around to see the woman who had done this. She fell down BEFORE Him and told Him the whole truth. Jesus commends heals her and commends her – two healings. She is no longer unclean and can be with whomever she wishes without fear of rejection. She can go to the market. Maybe she had a husband. What if she had a child she can now care for. This is a miraculous healing yet so much more because her shame is behind her and her life is before her. Jesus sent her out in peace.

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Pam writes so that must make her a writer. Recently retired, she can now fill days with family, friends, missions, writing, creating, and showing up for whomever needs her. Pam loves the Lord and people. The Bible is God’s love letter to us (and who does not need more love) so she studies and writes some more.

Pam lives in the Pacific Northwest but was home-grown in Southern California. She attended San Jose Bible College and finished a Bachelor of Science degree in Biochemistry at UCLA. She became a teacher, then a Research and Development Chemist, then she built two successful real estate businesses in two states. Pam also pursued study at Fuller Theological Seminary and just completed six months serving in missions abroad.

Pam has two amazing children, married to two precious in-laws, and five sweet grandchildren. Pam is a gifted connector and communicator and the Northwest has the perfect climate for staying inside and writing – or baking! She has been writing since a wee one and is currently converting many years of blogging, by topic, into ten books. The first is a collection from 2011 titled, Beautiful Enough. The second is a yearly day-timer titled, Weekly Planner - Lessons in Life, Glory, and Grace. Number three is in progress with the working title, Christmas Today.

Ten facts about Pam in no particular order:

  1. On the team that developed an insulation for the Alaskan oil pipeline.
  2. Loves looking at homes, decorating, and has flipped five homes.
  3. Likes being tall.
  4. Films have helped define her vocabulary.
  5. Comes from Colorado tenement farmers with history traced to Wales.
  6. Was lost but now is found.
  7. Baking makes her happy – as does eating sweets with coffee, of course.
  8. She thinks mission work is the most important work in the world.
  9. The church started in Rome so she is learning Italian.
  10. Pam is a work in progress!

“I will be your God throughout your lifetime - until your hair is white with age. I made you, and I will care for you. I will carry you along and save you.” Isaiah 46:4

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